Russian Roulette

Take a breath, take it deep
Calm yourself, he says to me
If you play, you play for keeps
Take a gun, and count to three
I'm sweating it now, moving slow
No time to think, my turn to go

And you can see my heart beating
You can see it through my chest
Said I'm terrified but I'm not leaving
I Know that I must pass this test
So just pull the trigger

Say a prayer to yourself
He says close your eyes
Sometimes it helps
And then I get a scary thought
That he's here mean he's never lost

And you can see my heart beating
You can see it through my chest
And I'm terrified but I'm not leaving
I Know that I must pass this test
So just pull the trigger

As my life flashes before my eyes
I'm wondering will I ever see another sunrise?
So many won't get the chance to say goodbye
But it's too late too pick up the value of my life

And you can see my heart beating
You can see it through my chest
And I'm terrified but I'm not leaving
I know that I must pass this test

And you can see my heart beating
You can see it through my chest
And I'm terrified but I'm not leaving
I know that I must pass this test
So just pull the trigger


"Leva-me contigo...estou apavorada sem ti! Sei que não consigo passar este teste, se é que é um teste! Consegues ver o meu coração a chamar por ti? Vem buscar-me de novo para a tua beira e para a tua pretecção. Meu deus, q falta me fazes!"

Segunda, 21 de Dezembro de 2009 Sofia Cruz*